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10.24.2003

Once again, it's been a while since I've written. I can't let this page of mine die like the others! Make me write! Make me write!!!

This week...went by. Seems like everything has been going by really fast...like, faster then I've ever remembered it. When I was younger it was always, "How many more days till Christmas?! I can't wait!!!" But now...

Oh I don't know

I've been reading the Claudie Journals lately. I had read Wolf Tower, the first one, sometime last year and have just recently read the second, Wolf Star. Now I'm on the third, Wolf Queen. I really enjoy reading these because the characters seem so real and the way they react to things. And, I know this is ridiculous but, it makes me sad to read about all this fantasy stuff and then compare it with my life. I ask myself stupid questions like, "Why doesn't this ever happen to me? Why wouldn't anyone do that for me?" Stupid...It's fantasy. It's not real you idiot. But still...I hope it was. I hope that in some strange way it would all become real to me. But sadly...it doesn't.

I know, that's stupid.

Well....I'm feeling too idiotic to say much more at the moment. Maybe I'll write later tonight.

=Lee

Current Music: video game stuff

Currently eating/drinking: cookies

Current Mood: Tired yet wired

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