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10.04.2003

Today I went to the HCC (Hope Community Center) to video tape for Sam. Her grandma had a surprise 60th birthday party. It was kinda fun setting up. It was almost like a Thanksgiving dinner with her family. I really did enjoy being there (yes, even the kids were fun). We skated around for a while also, something I haven't done in years.

It was all going great. But then something happened...I'm not really sure what. But it wasn't good. Suddenly there just became a strange sort of tensing aura around me and sam. Did we fight? I'm not really sure. My mom came to pick me up and as I walked through the door I had to use all my energy to keep from crying. Why did I want to cry? Did I really want to cry? No, I don't think so... but i did. The moment I stepped into the van and we pulled out of the parking lot I cried...

I hate crying

=Lee

current music: none

currently eating/drinking: nothing

current mood: sad (to put it bluntly)

0 comments .::. Lisa .::. 7:04 PM
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