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1.28.2004

Geez, Kether. You have alot of nerve making me cry. I really don't know what to do and don't think I'm just trying to sympathize with you. You deserve a good kick in the teeth. I don't know whether to be mad or what. I'm just a little upset that you would give up everything just because of what YOU think. You don't know everything you know. You say, "There's nothing for me in this world". If nothing else, I STILL CARE. So what if we barely even know each other?! That still doesn't change the fact that there is still someone in this forsaken world that cares about YOU. Isn't that one person still worth living for? Am I worth living for?

You don't know how much I hate crying. It's beyond words. You made me cry, Kether. Or whatever your name is. And quit with the "oh well"'s. Oh well is just a simple way of putting, "I don't care". HOW IS THAT GOING TO HELP YOU AT ALL?! IF YOU CAN'T EVEN CARE FOR YOURSELF?!?!?

You know more about me now than I know about you. Bits and peices of me were dropped that time we talked. I'm risking myself, ya know. My mom is worried about me because of you. So is my youth leader. I trust my youth leader with my life but I couldn't listen to what her opinion was. I asked her not to tell me when she heard what I talked to you about. I would have cried. I couldn't.

=Lee

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