.:: close the world, open the next ::.

10.04.2004

I'm in the sort of mood where I really don't care about anything that's going on with you. I'm being selfish. I just want everything to go well with me right now and I don't want to think about the things you're going through.

I've been wondering what good can come out of death. I know there must be something. After I finally had given up the pastor at the funeral started talking about becoming a Christian and where you would be when you died. I'm glad Eri was there to hear that. That must have been the good.

Yeah, I'm doing a real great job at expressing my Christianity by being selfish and not caring. Real great..

I wish my magazine would come already. It should be here by now.

I'm tired of getting excited about something and having my thoughts shot down like a popped balloon. I wish I could do things on my own. I wish I didn't have to rely on someone else on things I want to do.

That's enough of me. I'm going to go have a pity party now. RSVP only. You're not invited.

0 comments .::. Lisa .::. 9:04 PM
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