10.28.2004
I tried so hard to get through the day today, I was doing well too. The morning was rough; spells of nausea, pains... I made it though.
I was fine up until I watch my mom's van pull out of the school driveway and make it's way down the road. I had stopped to see the art teacher about getting help on realism and I had to talk to the history teacher about homework situations. That took about 10 minutes after all the buses had left. My mom was picking me up that day so I expected her to be waiting for me outside. Apparently it was later than I though because I looked to my right and saw her pulling out of the driveway. I ran towards her waving my arms but she didn't see me.
I feel really sick. Summing up.
I walked to the church freezing to death. I had a wicked ache in my ears. Of course, it was locked. I don't know why I didn't just go back in the school. I didn't really know what to do so I just kept walking. I felt fine until I started walking. I wanted to cry but everytime I would start a hand would squeeze my stomach. I couldn't. I followed the leaves to stewarts(literally) and thankfully spotted my uncle getting ready to leave. I caught up to him and asked for a ride home. Got home. Cried. I haven't been able to look my mom in the face since I got her. I'm not mad at her. I feel lost. What devistating defeat.
Oh, drama. Why must you attack me so?
-lee
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.::. Lisa .::. 4:03 PM
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