11.19.2004
Finally I've gotten around to writing something. I haven't been doing much these past two weeks. My dad has been gone on business and my mom and I have been partying. Sort of. We've been staying up late, renting movies, and eating junk food. We're awful. It's great. We've gone out to eat and been shopping for yarn, material, the yayness! I feel a little guilty about having my parents start spending.. more than usual on me. I don't want to be a spoiled brat. Being a little spoiled is nice though. Tee hee!Well, I finished Hiroto's scarf. Can you believe it? I sent a letter to JAPAN!! I'm so excited! I can't wait until he gets it. Yes, Hiroto is my Japanese penpal. Do the Japanese celebrate Christmas? Does it get cold in Okinawa?
Oh dear... Christmas. It just reminded me of something yucky. Not something I want Christmas to be. You see, after watching the rest of the youth learn sign language for the youth sermon sometime last year, I was really in awe of how well they did at signing. It was really nice! I wanted to learn. I thought it would be great. No... it's not. The youth leader(what a sad thing to say) doesn't bother to try to help me at all. I couldn't show up for a while because I was sick. I fell behind, as I do with everything. The same happened with band. After I got good, I fell ill and could no longer participate. Well, with this, the youth leader didn't even bother to call to see if I would still be able to participate or if I was even okay! So far, I hardly know anything. Last time I was there they simply told me I need to practice at home. They think I don't know that? Problem is, I don't know the motions. How can I practice when I don't know it? What a stupid thing to say. I want to just tell her I can't be in it. I want to just drop out. It's been over a month now and it's to late for a replacement. They even just said they want to be in a talent show. Yeah right. The people I am working with keep complaining that they don't know the motions. Sure. Sure. I want to drop out. I just want to forget about it. I'm so unreliable anyway. Gotta keep my name.
Let's see... What else. Ah yes, I'm going to start a store on my webbie soon. Maybe over the holiday break. Oh wait, I only get a week off. I don't get out until Christmas Eve. Tragic. Anyway. I will hopefully sell scarfies, hats, and copies of monsters. And whatever else I can think of. Of course, I have no idea how to run a store and I would have no idea what is a reasonable price. Then again, there is the problem of no one goes to my site! Well, not that I know of anyway.
Hm... I do believe it is about time to be creative. Time to draw!
-Lee
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.::. Lisa .::. 10:20 PM
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lo! its andrew. saying hello. ill ttyl!
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