11.12.2004

So, when I finally decide to post I have to feel all gross and depressing. I guess I just feel incompetent right now. I kind of feel like the things I work the hardest at are the things that go unnoticed or are ignored. No, not ignored. They just don’t really seem to matter much. It’s like it’s nothing useful. I keep telling myself, “It doesn’t really matter. I don’t need to live off of someone else’s praise.” And that’s true; I don’t. I just feel like if it’s never seen, it doesn’t matter.

Wow, I was really going to dive into this post since it's been so long, but it's late and I have work to do. I'm going to snail mail a couple people too. Hm... what should I send to Hiroto for christmas?


-lee

1 comments .::. Lisa .::. 6:39 PM
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1 Comments:

'tis andrew!
glad i could chat with ya again today....sorry i havent been on so long. some things you do here don't matter, and won't matter. i know it sounds so negative and bad - but lemme finish....it depends on how you do them and whom for. work for God and you'll get so many rewards it won't be funny! =P And nothing goes un noticed.

Andrew

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