5.23.2005
No fair. I want to play Second Life but there's no teen grid. Lame. Looks like a bunch of people looking for dates anyway. Gross people. Why can't anyone play a game?
It does look interesting though.
Build what you like, explore as you prefer, communicate across platforms with who you choose, fashion a persona to your exact specifications.
I have a fetish with expressing myself.
I'm terribly frustrated. I blame it on the last weeks of school. Not so much the pressure on me, but on others. This causes them to vent their anger and complain to me because I seem to be the "reliable" one.
I wouldn't say I'm reliable. Heck, I still haven't given Annie her skirt that I told her I would make two months ago. I still haven't sent out Hiroto's birthday presents. His birthday was the 15th.
But besides all this, I'm sick of people talking to me about my friends to me! People complain about the people I spend most of my time with. How can I not be upset!?
Here's some vague detail.
Samantha, I'm frustrated with you. One minute you say you're tired of hearing about something, then you turn and talk about it. Then another time you don't want something to happen, then you greadily prepare for it. You say you have no money. Wait, didn't you say you're getting a new car, computer, and you have a job that pays 50$ monthly?
Sometimes you just make me sick.
But I love you. Just stop being so fickle.
I'm also frustrated that my sister can be so rude.
She scolds me for buying a movie. She scolds my mother for getting me something. She claims she didn't get anything for her birthday. You are one greedy, rude, inconsiderate child. Tell me you deserve more.
But I still love you. Just stop being a jerk.
Oh yeah, and don't assume you know everything about my brother. He's yours too, but that doesn't mean you can read his mind.
It's hard for me to smile at you when you do to me when I know these things. When I know you slapped those words in my face those years ago and now that's how you should describe yourself.
The moral of the story is: Never talk to muff- no... When someone gives you part of their heart, thank them; don't ask for more.
-lisa
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.::. Lisa .::. 9:11 PM
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