2.07.2006
I am thoroughly distraught today.I kept plugging my ears so I wouldn't hear mom being sick. But as for my stomach, I was feeling better than usual. Too ill to eat, but mostly because I was depressed.. sorta.
Oh, did I mention my 7 year old cat peed all over my clothes last night at 4 am? Hmm...
I'm mostly frustrated about the dance project. When I talked to "Danielle" today she seemed to just disregard my replacement suggestion completely and then go on to pick out random names of people we spend some of our time with but failed to realize that this requires certain traits. The person she mentioned would have absolutely no interest in this project, which would later lead to misunderstandings and little determination.
She also mentioned to "allow" the original to re-enter the group and retake her position as back-up A, Yuko. However, this is an utterly rediculous statement due to the fact that she was dismissed(secretly also) because she could not take her responsibilites seriously and practically refused to work with us. Also, I think it would create unneeded and unwanted tension and countless problems, seeing as how neither of the originals have been officially contacted about their dismissal(since they didn't ask questions, we let it be) and it would strike the other member, that who's place has been taken, odd, rude, something. Again, it would just create more unwanted stress on my part.
Quite frankly, I feel like I am the only sane one left. Danielle's speech today gave me the impression that she was only working out of selfish reasons and countless grudges against the ex-member Yuko.
I think that the Danielle member is not taking this seriously and not considering realistic options. She also is not understanding the stress that has been placed on my by the tons and does not seem to mind that I am quitting by the 17th if no one makes an effort.
I personally think that this deadline should give us a huge kick in the pants to get us moving so we won't have to close down. However, it seems I am the last one that still holds the real feelings for this project.
Unfortunatly, it seems that Akagumi 4 will never be and neither will the following projects which I was already looking into, seeing as how I am the only member left that understands and cares about her work.
There are only tens days left for the other members and potential members to put their heads on straight and figure out their reasons for being a part of this. Ten days to decide my future.
This is an excerpt from an unofficial Gauntlet Legends guide site. Holy smokes, does this ever irritate me. How can anyone dedicate a site to a game and say so little about it?
21/3/2002 Well im goin 2 b takin down this site soon as i think no 1 plays this game much anymore since its quite old now. So say goodbye 2 this site!
10/5/2001 I'm going to stop updating this site as I have no time for Gauntlet Legends anymore. Sorry peeps. I don't touch the game anymore and I have to study for my last year of skool so this will be the last time u'll here from me. I also won't be replying to emails either so plz don't send me them. Thanx 4 vistiting this site! cya people!
16/12/2000 Sorry for not updating in a long time. As I have my last year of school I won't have much time to use the internet, play games and Gauntlet Legends is kind of an old game now so I won't be updating this site much now. Maybe only in the holidays or if I have free time. Also please don't send me so many emails as I have hardly any time to reply now. If you do send an email though please include sumthin to do with Gauntlet Legends in the subject box. Thanx!
27/7/2000 Well I've been grounded for a month and I'm not allowed to touch my computer so I think the updates will be on hold until I can get on again. Also I've got my yearly exams coming up so I've got to study for them.
It seems as though I am going to have to try to write here everday for the next three weeks(though I doubt I will make it that far). I have to keep track of what I eat each day so here goes for today:
Morning(apprx. 3am-11am) - none
Afternoon(apprx. 12pm-4pm) - Plain chicken, plain hamburger w/ white bread
Evening(apprx. 5pm-2am) - none(if anything, I might have some ritz crackers)
Maybe tomorrow I won't complain so much.
I'll tell you about Emily's postcards :P
-Lisa
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.::. Lisa .::. 5:12 PM
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Woo, apples and lettuce and chicken oh my. Too bad you can't eat food anymore. Crazy everything-intolerant you. Grudges, stress, secrets, and hate...yea seems like the best way to keep people together. ;P Be happy, that's an order. =P
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