.:: close the world, open the next ::.

10.26.2006

I'm going out of my head. I'm so angry and stressed it's causing me great physical pain. I don't know what to do. There is absolutly no solution for this. I'm just going to have to keep swallowing the pain reliever, saying, it's because I'm tired, and hiding until I leave for whatever college. Even then it won't end though. I'm going mad.

I wonder if I hate you.

No, I don't think I do. Just stay out of my soul. You're tearing me to peices and I'm hurting.

How can other people get saved when they are in this spot I'm in? Why can't someone save me!!

Up until now I've been too mad to cry, but I am breaking. I feel so destroyed.

0 comments .::. Lisa .::. 2:05 PM
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